26 March 09 - 22:12Depression? It doesn't even deserve a name!

I use to ask myself why me? Now I say to myself why not me......My mind use to be very sharp, I wouldn't forget a thing.I didn't use to take things personal now i am super sensitive.  What has happened to that bright, intelligent,super smart,always could fix a problem,happy go lucky girl that I use to be?  Darkness that's what happened...I dare not call it by name it doesn't even deserve a name.  Why? because it has taken from me,dismantled me,almost destroyed me.  I have mood swings,hotflashes,anxiety attacks,foggy memory,no sexual desire,  just to name a few.  Yes I did it! it's out in the open now,  it is no longer a secret or an embarrassment to me.The weight is slowly lifting off my chest  because I have learned to except that this is only a test of my faith and that God won't put no more on me than i can bare.  So you see I must share my story because someone out there needs to know that they are not alone I'm here and yes i will survive......until next time God Bless

Thou will keep him in perfect peace who's mind is stayed on thee......Isaiah 26:3

please,I am one of the many that need you to share & appreciate that you are here. the last few days have been especially bad
joiceann SPENCER - 29 03 09 - 21:51

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