09 April 09 - 19:33His Plan

another sleepless night, dealing with the hot flashes,tossn and turning, mind racing, crying out why me....it has been days since i have had a goodnight'ts sleep but somehow i just seem to get up and do it all over again.  don't be mistaken, it's hard for me to start my day (some days are a little better than others), but with the grace of God i make it.....you see i am a wife and a mother, so there is no time for sorting out thoughts and feelings or trying to clear my head, everything just comes crashing down at once....but i am learning balance, whats good for me and what isn't. it's hard coping with everyday life but i have learned to trust God with my whole heart....sometimes i just get so angry and wonder why this is happening to me, and then i remember that God has a plan for my life and this is just a bump in the road.......

"FOR I KNOW THE PLANS THAT I HAVE FOR YOU", SAITH THE LORD. "PLANS FOR YOUR WELFARE, NOT FOR DISASTER, TO GIVE YOU A FUTURE AND A HOPE....Jeremiah 29:11  (illustrated study bible)

WOW READING THESE INSERTS ARE REALLY UP LIFTING TO READ, AND I THANK YOU FOR BEING NAKED AND NOT ASHAMED, TO REVEAL WHAT U ARE GOING THROUGH, THAT TAKES SOME MUCH COURAGE, PLRASE CONTINUE. IF YOU HELP JUST ONE PERSON, NONE OF THIS WILL BE DONE IN VAIN, ALL PRASIES TO OUR HEAVENLY FATHER THAT SITS HIGH AND LOOKS LOW…. YOUR HUSBAND AND GREATEST VAN….....
RODNEY NEAL () - 09 04 09 - 21:18

“Dear God,
May every aspect of my being
be converted to Truth.
May every cell fall into place
and serve a higher plan.
I no longer wish to be
who I was.
I wish to be more.

Amen”
RODNEY NEAL () - 12 04 09 - 12:10

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