16 April 09 - 16:18HE LOVES ME!!!!!!

Guess what i found out today?    that God really loves me!! sounds strange doesn't it?  well it's true.... i have spent so much time making sure that he knows that i love him, and trying so hard to please him(which is what we must all do) that i forgot that he loves me too.....what i mean is all my life i have had to have people validate me, make me feel special, all the while trying to make people love me(comes from abuse and rejection)....as a result of that i have low self-esteem, trust issues and a lack of confidence.....you see, when God loves you there is a sense of completeness and wholeness.... you don't need validation or someone to make you feel special,God does that all on his own.....   i am in the process of a spiritual cleansing you know,and  i am allowing God to empty me of all of my imperfections.....this is something that i would rather not do cause it hurts so bad, but in order for the darkness to disappear i must remove the pain of my past....

LOVE CONSISTS IN THIS:  NOT THAT WE LOVED GOD, BUT THAT HE LOVED US AND SENT HIS SON TO BE THE PROPITIATION FOR OUR SINS.....1john 4:10

Just wanted to drop you a few lines to let you , you were on my mind…...............
your husband - 17 04 09 - 18:05

Alicia i loved reading this we need to talk okay. Love you my sister.
Gizell Ranzy () - 20 04 09 - 19:04

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